Ah man, I feel like s*%t. Turns out, the guy I was talking to/hoping to get to know/developing feelings for... is going out with another gal...
*tsk* this is what I get, though. I always told myself not to let that happen, but no! There I go, feeling something for someone *chuckled* man this sucks...
I've never felt so bad...
And what makes me feel even worse...
I knew nothing about it until his buddy told me. (big man, isn't he?)
Ah well, thems the brakes I s'pose...
thems the brakes....
I need chocolate....
*tear*

That's right, my bros baby was born and he is the most cutiest little guy I've ever seen!!! His name is Aiden and what a full head of hair I'm glad he wasn't born a baldy (not that I have anything against bald babies, I just prefer babies with hair X3) and he has the most largest cat eyes! His momma is half japanese and when they wrapped him up, he kinda looked like a baby eskimo. My mum and I have now dubbed him 'Momo' and boy did i cry when he was born; such an overwhelming experience. Oh where will you go, and what will you do when you grow, little Momo...

Oh man, I love Open Canvas! I can't believe I finished drawing a pic in just one day with this! I used to use paint, but that got annoying and it would take me about a freakin' week to paint with! Never will I revert to the lesser! Never!!!! *does never-ever-again dance* This is a new start for me. I hope to master it by the end of the year XD

Ah, this summer has indeed been an interesting one for me. I have spent a lot of time soulsearching; where my life was going and whether or not I was content with the way it was heading...and I came to a most startling conclusion: I was not content...
...not at all
I never realized it until a few weeks ago...it hit me so hard that my world seemed to literally stop before my eyes. I stayed home for two weeks trying to figure where my life was heading until it frustrated me so much that I cried. Luckily, my mother was there to comfort me and talk to me seriously about life...
Since then, I have never been happier. Basically, I came to terms with the fact that as a human being, we have such a short time to live and to really enjoy the world around us, the friends who love us and the family who support us. A strange concept, yes; I was always told that life was short, but it never hit me until then...
Now I find myself smiling brighter, laughing louder, playing often and loving unconditionally. I never want to go back to the way I used to be...I never want my fun to end...and if it does end...I hope that I would have had so much fun, that I would have enough wonderful memories that will keep me smiling forever....

I've decided to start posting some of my drawings/writings by either tomorrow or the following week. Most likely my writting first (I have a story posted in FanFiction.net that I'll be posting here as well. It's a Jak X fic of mine...I hope I get reviews